| I never wanted to be the person you see / I never wanted to be comic relief |
[25 May 2010|01:15am] |
Finding the words can be somewhat difficult, as I've experienced here firsthand. I reached eight weeks, and though you'd expect that to be the pinnacle of death, of blood loss and stiff limbs, but I found myself back here amongst a sea of prosthetic fangs and a thick application of sunscreen. For that, I'll hope you'll forgive me. I was lucky enough to be given a second chance.
But that's not to say that I didn't attempt to spend some time typing something. I scroll through my private posts often, of all of these ridiculous stories trying to big note myself when I'd want nothing more than an evening of puzzle solving, computer games and a rendition of Greta Garbo's role in 'Die freudlose Gasse' (Joyless Street, not Gassy Street) before retiring to bed early. There's a few other things, admissions of lust, or rather, admiration for all of these people who have befriended me. I was a child of Brooklyn who played the piano, an awkward, fatigued child who failed to thrive until I was appropriately diagnosed with Coeliac disease. I find myself always so timid when I remember who I've had the pleasure of working with, or knowing. Not that it's any legitimate excuse to give you, friends page, but I do wonder sometimes if my writings are worthwhile when I'm so low on the food chain.
I'm still at wollsome on AIM, I'm checking that my connection is working every five seconds so as to be sure that I'm not disconnected from you again, friends, and I'm kicking myself for not returning sooner. Let me know what's been happening since I've been gone. Who to add, who to pester, who to talk to on AIM at three in the morning when I can't sleep after a day of drinking blood and feeling like five when I act somewhat animalistic for a few hours. Just share the general haps, guys.
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[24 May 2010|04:38am] |
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What are you thinking, Debby. Finally able to grasp at some Internet equivalent of breathing and you're now a clone. Please forgive me.
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[19 Mar 2010|10:19pm] |
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It's somewhat disconcerting when I receive LJ nudges from Jesus?
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[04 Feb 2010|03:31pm] |
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It's my birthday in a few days, and yes, I plan to be active Evan. Expect an update shortly!
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[07 Nov 2009|11:19pm] |
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Sic Gorgiamus Allos Subjectatos Nunc. We gladly feast on those who would subdue us.
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[07 Nov 2009|11:17pm] |
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In creating this journal, the author has assumed another person's identity for the sole purpose of entertainment, without intending to obtain a benefit or to injure or defraud either the person whose identity the author has assumed, nor any reader of this content.
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